Princess' Diary

I just came back from my third conferencing practise.

All i can say is that i didnt do well this time! (although nothing can be as bad as the first practise - when i look back i can laugh like mad! It was soooooo horrible!)

So sad u know! I felt like crying after hearing the feedback.

I realised there are a few reasons why i didnt do well:

1) My questioning structure was not good this time
2) I lost control of my client who kept asking me questions that confused me and vice versa
3) Lack of confidence
4) Rigid at times
5) Lack of research into the law

Oh wow. I am so hard on myself.

Seriously felt like crying. I gave my lecturer a blank face at the end of the feedback and I think it might have worried her a little. Aah. I have to work harder.

At times like this when i feel like giving up and start to doubt myself, I look at back at my life and remind myself of how God has pulled me through in victory throughout the past 23 years of my life. Last year i thought I would fail evidence paper but thank God i did not and i graduated!! :)

Sometimes I feel so stupid, so inadequate and that's why I told God, I rely wholly on you and i need strength and wisdom from above.

4 months has passed by. I really cannot wait for this course to be over. It's so challenging, both physically and mentally.